3.30.2011

kronologis

she's in a hospital,
they don't know what is wrong,
it is a chance that she's blind all along,

she's in the hospital at 3 in the morning,
feeling pain in her chest, or was it her heart stop pumping blood.
she's dry,
she can't breath.

she had been brought to the hospital at 2 am,
she couldn't move.
not even to lift her arms or lips.
she felt overwhelmed.

she was on her chair at 1 am,
her eyes was staring, waiting.
she knew it was happening,
she has the intuition for some reason.

at 1.30
it exploded.
in her mind: "i knew it"


3.11.2011

and if

if by hurting other people it can gives you benefit,
if being manipulative can get you to your success
if by speaking louder, people could own trust from others
and by speaking louder, would eliminate the chance of being wrong,
if silence couldn't give any help,
if people would stupidly enough believe everything on screen and print,
and if people begin to be media for them self,
and if by doing that it gives them a great life, and taste the greatness of the world,
if honest people are just truly fooling them self,
if by being honest would get you nowhere in life,
and honest people ended up working with monsters,

PLEASE
don't tell me about heaven and hell,
don't tell me about the balance in life,
and please
stop telling me about god and how i have to believe or pray.

tell me to accept