i choked on remembering the memories,
every second of it.
im not being ungratefull, but this is..
hollow.
just that.
i choked so hard when i realized it's been so long..
i trapped my self in those 3 years.
i blame my self, not everyone.
i choked on dust and cigarettes.
i choked when i drank a fine wine.
hollow.
i dont know who could i leaned to,
and then i choked again.
i choked when everyone wasnt there and was there.
and then i stop.
and i begun to choked again when i breath the same air as you.
since then i never stop.
